It's too early, and I'm far too optimistic...

You know, day in and day out we try to complicate things... We wonder "How will I make it?" or "Will I be able to?". We let these thoughts hover over us, devouring our character. It's a shame really, because for the longest time we think we're lost, or at least don't know where we want to be.

There's no way to fight it. Once you've gone deep enough, you can't turn it around on your own. You become the cause of your problems, holding yourself back from what you could be. Sometimes all it takes is one thing. It's funny how one thing, event or person can change our self perspective, both intentionally and inadvertently. I'll admit, it's been a long time since I've been genuinely happy. I forgot how it felt really... Even if things don't work out, I wouldn't change a thing. I'd trade waking up in paradise for waking up feeling like I'm accomplishing something, no questions asked.

I'm not trying to tell you everything will be okay. I'm not going to tell you that you can get what you're aspiring for. I will tell you, however, that even when the walls begin to crumble, you can still catch a glimpse of the sky.

Cherish the moments worth smiling for, live for today and look forward to tomorrow.